Here I am in a caravan
Still in my PJs since yesterday
It’s been cold sometime now
Bundled in my puffer, socks and double duvet
Raindrops on the roof
Pit-ter pat-ter
I wonder when this weather will end
I stared up the sky as some birds flew by
It offers a moment of solace
Or perhaps a getaway from life
Trying to drown out the voices around
They telling me to do this and that
I know it meant for good
But my inner being resisting in every way
What do you want?
I don’t know
I thought for certain I did, but now I don’t
Somehow it felt wrong to not have plans
Even felt guilty of just reporting my day
Maybe it’s better if I never left in the first place
That life was safer and more certain for sure
I wasn’t satisfied then
But neither am I now
Here I am in the caravan
Thinking about life again